years gone byno school, but a job. (which i like, so i suppose thats different)
no significant other, but man-complications. (same)
still dont write much. (same)
though i am thinking about trying to again..
reading my old entries makes me emo...
Self Loathing Waiting. Why was she always waiting? Because she was not a woman of action and she hated herself for it. This time was just like the last time, which was just like the time before that. Actually this instance was quite different— but she saw it as the same. Always tangled up in her emotions for some guy who she swore was great—and everybody thought otherwise. And in the end, everybody happened to be right.Self Loathing
However, this time everybody not only thought—they knew this person was worthwhile—kind, smart, sweet… Someone o
CurlIt seems you cannot leave me. Or at least, I cannot make you leave my mind and body. You’re not here --Curl
Not physically.
I rarely see you, Except when I close my eyes. Every time I go to touch myself
I cannot even -- It doesn’t work. And then my thoughts drift to you.. And instantly my bodys a-buzz. In moments I’ve come and gone. No other names or faces help me along the way.. Except for yours. I sit, angry and naked, Indignant that it was you,
You who made my body quiver. You who made me call your name! Angry, Because yo
AddictionYou're still in my veins, Coursing through all of me. I lie in a sleepless bed,Addiction
You coursing through my veins. Crying in the arms of another, Not to be free from the feeling of you,
But rather To be wrapped up in you, And surrounded by,
The beating of your heart. The thought of you Runs through my veins Reaching every cell of my being, And when I get a breath of you,
My body and my soul ache, For more of you, The drug that is you, Coursing through my veins. You're still in my veins,
Coursing through all of me.
YOU didn't careI triedYOU didn't care
I tried and you didn’t care Hardly noticed you prick So don’t tell me you'll be there You'll be there when I'm ready Because it's just a lie BULLSHIT To make you look good To keep ME
From hating YOU You
You who pretended to put in effort You who never did
And NEVER will So I'm done with you Don’t lie to me Don’t try with me Because you had your chance and you let it
Slip away
Emotional
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